The more I try to understand life the more it perplexes me, the more I try to understand people the more they confuse me, the more I try to have friends the more strangers I come across. It’s been years! Yes years!
My coterie of friends and there ever demanding need for my time, support and company. I can give them but then they don’t need it. Yes they don’t need it. It’s a self created necessity which can be satiated with their own perennial resources. I think its time when I decide what I want and who wants me!! A question as confusing as the questioner himself. For certain people I’m not required, yes I’m not but I still hang on in their life with those last threads which are awaiting their peril. I want them to break now. This slowly killing pace is killing me softly. Everyday when I think I can hang on, a thread breaks. It leads no where.
The new relationships waiting at the anvil are a gimmick that life is putting to me. To get into a relationship only to drop out of it is not what I desire in life. I’m not devil’s own knight man, who is here to bestow people with the slings n arrows of their outrageous fortune. I desire to bring a smile on every man I come across; I desire to make every soul serene with my company and friendship; I desire to walk along the treacherous path making their journey simpler and smoother. I desire, I desire…..
10 comments:
bahut sahi likha hai...aur is baar thodi simple language use ki hai to samaj mein bhi aa gaya ;). length bhi thheek thak thi is liye padhne ki himmat bhi juta li.aage se isi line par chalna.
jassi here ..
again a food for thought..again an inspiration....hope this goes on until i break that thread.. i think i have to .. and i beleive u r getting wat i mean..
hmmm...kuch zayada hi senti type ka tha.after reading aisa laga jaise u were vry upset wen u wer penning ur thoughts nyways a vry gud work indeed....
Shivani
Kuch toh chupa hua lag raha hai iss blog ke peeeche :)
Shri
What a beautiful post!
I simply love the image!
"I desire to walk along the treacherous path making their journey simpler and smoother. "
Sounds beautiful, truly :)
Good luck.
Thank you kindly for your compliments. I dont deserve at all. It's your post that are marvelous. I just love the dictionary you are using. The gestures that you have done & replied me was very sweet. I honestly didn't expect that & i'd like you to know that there is no pressure in replying to this.
Thanks once again... and yes, i shall be visiting you site to read all of the new as well as old things :)
also, we could exchange links, if you would like to :) I'd be honoured to link you. Just let me know :)
Good luck & peace and happiness. Always.
Hello, Ravi!
I apologise for what i am just going to do; an analysis of your text yet i feel a strage obligation to do so :)
"The more I try to understand life the more it perplexes me, the more I try to understand people the more they confuse me"
Sometimes there is no need to understand people. I feel the same way sometimes, ya know? I mean, when everything starts to look okay & all the dots above "i" are out, something goes wrong & life loses it sense. Like, for example, an unceratain action or an unreached aim/goal with a lifetime worthy meaning. The thing with people. They are too confusing. This is awful when you see a friend in a person while he can be alughing behind your back & just PRETENDING to be your friend & considering this relationship as a game. I am not saying that this heppened to me, nor to you, by that matter. But this game with relationships? Why do people do it? I mean whatver for? People are strange, maybe thats exactly why you enjoy observing them? I do the same. if you observe a lot of people, you are able to devide them somehow into groups, by saying (for example): "Oh, i know ppl like u" ppl like u? means that ppl with actions that are alike, not necessarily the same, still ppl are confusing, disappointing creatures. I guess we both know it :)
"It’s a self created necessity which can be satiated with their own perennial resources."
I cant argue with that there :) Yet, this statement does depend on the likes of the person you are talking abt. Some ppl have friends just for a necessity like having fun together. Some need so called soulmates. & they do reallu require their friend's presence. I can tell. I am judging the situation by myself's point of view and by the point of view of ppl i have met/observed :)
"To get into a relationship only to drop out of it is not what I desire in life."
There is something sad in this quote. There really is. Maybe its something that has become of this world? This sentence just stressed that you dont want a relationship that will end quickly. This means that there are loads of relationships that are just for games/fun, with no obligations towards the two people. I mean the world has become a dishonest & dangerous place. Candid feelings are truly hard to find. Thats so true.
Lastly, i already quoted your last words in my previous comments, they are definitely worth quoting.
Everyone has his dreams & desires. Now, I'd like to stress that your desires are crucial to you, yourself and that makes them worth living.
I hope your desires, dreams, wishes shall come true soon. As long as you keep desiring/wanting them, you'll definitely find them in peace and harmony :)
Forgive me for the length of my comment/essay. :D
But i had to get it off my back. I love your dictionary usage.
You're a walking inspiration :)
Good Luck, Ravi ;)
Just read ur blog for the first time today.....Love the one Her Presence -A bliss....cool......Nice details could almost picturise the events....You can do even better.....Good luck.......you have one more regular reader now Ravi....:-)
same as spirit .... kuch to hai jo tumhe bahut jyaada pareshaan kar raha hai ...... bol do
I must say I am a big fan of ur climaxes! The endings r perfect and the last para is beautiful. Yes truly even I desire....
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